Feeling like... randomly blogging.
It's been a long time since I've shared with my audience what's been happening in my life.
I know that lately it seems like I'm just too busy, but even in the midst of all that, I'm happy. I'm truly happy as to where I am now. Sure sometimes it can get lonely, waaaaait, too personal...let's take a different route. :)
I love someone for telling me that, well I can't remember the way he worded it exactly, but it was along the lines of only great things will come after this (referring to my downfall). You know that famous saying about there being a rainbow after the rain, at least he didn't word it like that, which I truly appreciated at the time because that rainbow mumbo jumbo sounds like some "Care Bear" animation talk to me. The point of the matter is that I'm on the ride, and I'm getting there. I know that I'm getting there because I'm continuously being blessed. Not that I wasn't before, but my outlook on life and on situations have changed, allowing me to look at things...oh who am I kidding?! I grew up! It's that simple...and I'm still growing, mentally & spiritually .
Putting Pain Love & Passion together (for those that know by know what this is, shame on you!) has allowed me to reconnect with people that I haven't spoken to in a long time. When I lay my head down sometimes I think about the people that love me in my life. I mean, yes, I've had my fair share of people that have disliked me, but everyone has those, overall, I'm loved. That is a blessing. The fact that some people believe in me so much motivates me even more to keep striving. My self motivation is a movement by itself, but with my fans, it makes me better ;) The way my family has stepped up by allowing me to use their homes, those that have volunteered to cook, those that have given donations, I mean, I've just never really seen it at such a large scale before.
The power of relationships is so vital to me. That has been a fact over and over again people. You think about any hurt or pain you put someone else through, because you may not know where that person will be some months, or years from now. Holding grudges shouldn't be something to even consider. Maybe satisfying for the time being, but sooner or later, it should be your intent as an adult, to work things out. It's like having clouds over your head and never allowing any sunlight to shine through. Oh shit I just made that up... wait I'm getting off track again.
Some sacrifices are happening, but I know it would all pay off in the near future. I've come along way, looking back isn't an option. I ask all of you to continue to support my dream. Check out my latest feature film @ www.painlovepassion.com We start filming in April 2012. If you're in my hometown Providence, RI I'll be home all of those weekends. Yes, working, but my line is always open. If there are any ways in which you feel that you can contribute in helping out with the film, and are SERIOUS about it, I'm all ears.
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